i could miss someone so much.
i've felt so empty these past two weeks.
i miss the heart felt texts, the random phone calls, him in general.
the only guy that stayed constant in my life...
he knows me better than i know myself...
but i have never seen him this happy...
i guess i'll just have to put up barriers again...
suck up my emotions and put on an "i'm happy for you" facade.
you smiled ever so slightly
as i held you tightly.
it was just enough for me
to fall for you hopelessly.
the morning i woke up
before one or both thought
much too heavily
about what it means to be happy.
