False alarm.

Nevermind. There was no change. There never will be any change.

I don't want to be second pick.

I want to be someone's first choice. I am starting to realize that you will never do that for me.

Progress.

Slowly, but surely... I see your progress. I couldn't be happier. :] but... There's still one thing I'm skeptical about. I brought it up last night and was not reassured. I don't think I ever will be. Sigh. This is the deal breaker for me.

What I'm looking for...

I'm looking for someone who will love me with no conditions.

I know I can be a handful, but if you treat me right, I can guarantee I will make the relationship worth while.

I want someone who will be there for me when I'm feeling down, even if their not there with me physically.

I want someone who I can be open and honest with without feeling like I always have to defend myself whenever I talk about something that bothers me.

I want someone who will give me the world, not because he's obligated, but because he wants to.

I want someone who will love, not only my assets, but all of my flaws and embrace them.

I want someone who will do whatever it takes to make me happy.

I want someone who will give me the attention that I deserve, even when he's not with me.

I want someone who will call/text because he's thinking about me.

I want someone who will call/text me "good morning, sunshine" or "goodnight, babe" because he wants to.

I want someone who will be everything that I need.

I want someone who proves to me everyday that he loves me.

I want someone who does anything and everything he can to make me feel like I'm his.

I want someone to love me whole-heartedly.

I want that someone to be you.

You have no idea how badly I want that to be you.