You taste just like glitter mixed with rock and roll.

I like you a lot lot.
Think you're really hot hot.
I know you think you're special.
When we dance real crazy.
Glam-aphonic, electronic, disco baby.
I like you a lot lot.
All we want is hot hot.

Boys boys boys.
We like boys in cars.
Boys boys boys.
Buy us drinks in bars.

ahh! i effing love lady gaga. she's some hot stuff. <3


so this morning i woke up feeling like shit... BIG TIME.

i drove myself to the emergency room and waited for 2 hours just to get checked out.


my doctor told me that my throat is swollen and inflamed.
they stuck a long cotton swab down my throat and started rubbing the walls...
*gag*

waited five more minutes then my doctor walks in...

turns out that i have strep throat... WTF?!
how the hell did i get that?!

so she gave me a choice: get a shot of penicillin or take pills three times a day for the next 10 days...

i was like... doc... give me that needle!

then she left and i sat there for another half an hour.

then the nurse walks in... she's pretty funny.
i rolled up my shirt sleeve so that i could get my shot and she just looks at me like i'm the epitome of retards.

she then informs me that i will not be getting the shot on my arm... so i was thinking she was going to stick my thigh!

i started to panic... i continued to ask her... if not my arm then where?

she pointed her finger... RIGHT AT MY BUTT! and laughed.

fml.

so she turns me over and says... i'll stick you on the count of five... okay ready? one... FIVE!

son of a bitch.

all you can hear was me screaming in an angry tone "OWWWW!" hahahahaha!

she laughed... AGAIN.
genuine asshole.
x_x

then i was confined to a room for 15 minutes just in case i was allergic to the penicillin.

i'm not. thank god. i don't need anything else shot in me... haha!

i texted a few people telling them of my shitty morning.
they all laughed at me.
*pout*
hahahaha!

i Need n3w sn (4:54:37 PM): you've just been violated

i Need n3w sn (4:54:38 PM): :]

ohmyr h i o (4:54:56 PM): T.T

i Need n3w sn (4:55:08 PM): i feel terrible.

ohmyr h i o (4:55:09 PM): and it wasnt even by some one i wanted!

ohmyr h i o (4:55:12 PM): wait

i Need n3w sn (4:55:14 PM): ahahahahaa

ohmyr h i o (4:55:15 PM): why?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

i Need n3w sn (4:55:23 PM): cuz you've been violated by a fat nurse

me: hey justine. guess what? i got a shot on my butt. x_x

justine: hahaha! oh my god dude! did it hurt? oh man, that is fucking priceless.
me: i know! hahahahahahahahahahahaha
justine: ahahahaha! holy hell dude! you have the weirdest things happen to you.
me: shut up. haha!

me: so i got a shot on my ass today...
rosalie: did you really?! hahaha
me: the doctor told me to do ass clenches and move around my butt so it won't get too soar. hahaha!
rosalie: hahahahahaha do that on ross's face
me: NO! freak!

this made my day... hahahaha!

cigarettes and cola.

disgusting combination.

so i tried giving up smoking...
i failed.

hahaha!

hopefully i'll get over this shit soon.

glendale galleria. pretty shnazzy place.
red robin.
went on a shopping frenzy.
spent a lot of money. not good.
bought michael a lollipop. hahaha!
but i ate it. :P

went to hollywood.
took pics with those characters that walk around on the sidewalk.
zorro tried to rape me.
wolverine made me mad cuz his hair wasn't big enough.
spider man seemed like an asshole.
batman was entertaining.
the star wars clone was... silent.
jack sparrow. was fucking authentic! not only did he look like a pirate... HE SMELLED LIKE ONE TOO! yu yu yu yu yu yuuuuuuck! but he was le shit. made me laugh.
chucky... fucking scared me...
playboy bunny. was a cougar.
after hollywood we went to bjs.
now i am home. bored to tears and updating my ipod.

i bought new chapstick... and lost it.
:[
THAT ruined my day.
LOL!


to change the subject COMPLETELY.

i've been thinking a lot lately.
i've got a couple of questions that have been bugging me for the past few days.
did that really happen?
should i take what happened to heart or just keep telling myself that it was just spur of the moment?
& also who really DID let the dogs out?
hahaha. okay. not so much the last one. but the first two gots me a thinkin. haha!

idk. i'm just being paranoid rhio. as usual.
i'm almost guaranteed to mess this up.
hopefully i don't take things too seriously.
i know i shouldn't be expecting anything.

but on the plus side.
these past few days i've been...
nothing but smiles.
laughing and scrunching up my face.
trying to change some of my bad habits.
checking my phone nonstop. hahaha!

so i'm spending more time with this cutie.
i think he's the bees knees.
even though he's a TOTAL creeper.
he pretty much has me smiling from sunrise to sunset.

because i know for a fact that you read my blogs. <3

i think that possibly, maybe,

i'm falling for you. yes, there's a chance that i've fallen quite hard over you.

man. i wish i wrote that.
cuuuuuuuute song. <3
landon pigg knew how to make a girl's heart melt, f'reals.

yesterday was a good day.
disneyland with jeremy and his family, reg, raymond, and rosalie.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JORDAN!
:D

BUT disneyland did not meet up to my standards... their churros were no bueno. & that did NOT make me smile.
>:[
and then i got to thinking... where the fuck are the rest of the disney characters!
hmmm?
gimme that hercules//pocahontas//anastasia//jasmine//robin hood//quasimodo!!!
ughhh!!! i'm mad at disneyland...

the most fun we had at disneyland was the walk back to our car.
fuck waiting for the tram. we ran that shit. even though we were already limping due to the nonstop walking we did throughout the day. but that was some good laughs.
:]

then when i got home... i got a text from some stranger who ignored me for "20 years" saying hi and that he was gonna come over.
& like a creeper... HE DID.
so i went outside to set him straight. but what a smooth talker he is.
got me to walk with him to the park and back.
tried to be all cool and started showing off his moves.
turned his swag on.
told me about how he stalks my myspace//blogger and how he prints my pictures and pastes my face on pictures with him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
now i have to move out of my house and move to a different state.

JOKE!
he's a cutie.
i haven't genuinely smiled like that in a while.
:]
made my night. <3

you are my sunshine

my only sunshine.
you make me happy when skies are gray!
you'll never know dear, how much i love you.
please don't take my sunshine away.
:]

thank you derek for serenading me. i really needed it.
<3

but damn. now i can't stop singing the song!
LOL



i have come to realize that i am too nice.
i forgive too easily and i need to stop being so sympathetic.
my friend george told me... "...it just seems like you dated the wrong guy."
after reading that... i got to thinking...
i've been doing that A LOT lately.
i'm always attracted to the wrong guy.

i spent another sleepless night trying to figure out why i haven't had much luck in the relationship department.
and i think i've figured out what it is...
I'D RATHER BE HURT THAN HURT SOMEONE ELSE.
i let people abuse me.
i'm done with the hurtful words, the false hope, the empty promises, and the bullshit excuses.
it's time i be the selfish one for a change.

i may seem like a bitch for being so selfish, but time and past [&& also current] experiences have changed me.
i can trust no one but myself.
no more innocent, gullible rhio that i was once before.

i've grown a backbone and i'm learning to say "get the fuck out of my life."
i'm also learning that if i let someone out of my life... i need to KEEP them out of my life.
no more second chances.
i've had enough.

it's time i find the RIGHT guy.
and it's time i start getting real.


because this was the song playing at the coffee shop when we met. :]

one... two... WHOOT! WHOOT!

HARD SUMMER.

so damn excited!!!

UNDERWORLD//CHROMEO//CROOKERS//CRYSTAL CASTLES//A-TRAK//TIGA//THE BLOODY BEETROOTS//SEBASTIAN//BUSY P//AMANDA BLANK//STEVE AOKI//SINDEN//JACK BEATS//DJ AM//DESTRUCTO//SKEET SKEET//DAN OH//12TH PLANET!!!!

I JUST CAME.

hahahahaha!

on another note.

this week began with a semi adventure then digressed into a boring,stressful week.

monday. i don't really remember what i did monday...

tuesday. spent the day with reg, raymond, and ross. went to long beach and went to the aquarium for ross and then the queen mary. pretty entertaining.

so wednesday...
i was annoyed UP THE BUTT.
i just left.
i walked FIVE freaking miles to derek's house...
in the heat.
no water.
no phone.
gay as shit.
i almost got spiderbites.
:]
i REALLY want them.
might be my early birthday present to myself.
LOL.

^
^
number 3. but i want it on the right side.

terri got a corset piercing.
HOLY SHIT.
hers are still red and look nasty. they look FRESH. *shivers*
so here is an example. hers look EXACTLY like this.


derek got a scarification of wings on his back.
I FAINTED while he was getting it.
i'd show an example but... i get sick looking at it.
hahaha! just google scarification.
but here is a picture of what the wings look like. just tattoo form.

GAHHH DAMN!
so painful.

thursday was a blur.

today. was stressful.
glad it's over.
i am sad that i did not get to see this weeks episode of true blood.

hope tomorrow will be better.

i will end this blog with an interesting quote from an old jewish woman i ran into on wednesday while walking...

"would you like some of my matzah ball soup? it's a hearty serving of OY VEY in every bowl!"

hahahahaha! she was cooler than peaches.
:D

ah hoy butternuts!

hello there sunshines!
:D

yesterday was a GREAT day.
fullerton.
chipotle.
yogurtland.
hercules.
saw Jojo. :]
HARRY POTTER. :D

i haven't laughed that hard in a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time.
oh childhood memories.

sliding down rosalie's stairs.
flipping off a desk and landing on my back.
thinking that if i squeezed the juice our of a caprisun hard enough... i could make a hole in the ceiling.
rischae flipping over on the stairs.
sega genesis.
making our own pride rock and playing lion king. BAHAHAHAHA!
mini clubs with passwords like... unicorn, or rainbows, or 1...9...9...9...!
secret handshakes.
SAILOR MOON!
POKEMON!
chucky movies.
NICKELODEON. when they had good shows. [doug. rugrats. hey arnold!. rocko's modern life. etc.]
boy bands.
jesse mccartney when he was in dreamstreet. OH BALLS. hahaha!!!!
knowing EVERY disney song by heart.
reg, raymond, and rosalie would put peices of their breakfast in my milk while i wasn't looking. assholes.
den-do. hahaha!
group pictures with the easter bunny and santa clause.
me and rischae taking a shower at the same time so we would save water. OH MY GAHH! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
reg throwing toilet water at rischae.
david throwing underwear with poop on it at reg's back.
matching rings.
fart contests.
roller blades.
bowl cuts. [denny.] lulz.
preschool... FOR TWO YEARS.
South Hills Academy.
+ many other embarrassing things i should not mention.
man. we were a weird group of kids.

it was a great trip down memory lane. yeah. i said it. cheesy. i know. LOL


my other half. this is what she does when i'm not around....
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!11

it JUST occurred to me.

that i have been slowly drifting away from my social scene.
it's like i'm slowly, but secretly committing social suicide.
i've become a recluse. detaching myself from a world i once called home.
the scary thing is... i kind of like it.
it's strange. i've been poorly keeping in touch with people i once held close.
i feel like i'm losing my best friend because we haven't been able to talk that much or because really... i don't have much to say.
i have yet to carry out my plans for my summer vacation and frankly... i don't give a fuck!
i have not spoken to most of my friends in AGES.
it's weird.
i'm enjoying the peace and quite that i was deprived of during the beginning of this year.
i've been spending most of my days with either family, derek and his friends, or ronnie.
my day consists of reading, movies, occasional concerts, random family outings, and sleep.
it doesn't seem like much fun, but to me... IT'S BEEN THE BEST!
it's a refreshing change from how things used to be.

but my relaxation period is gradually coming to an end.
i miss those who i've shut out quite terribly.
i am ready to rekindle friendships and re-enter my once familiar world.



hoping for the best,
i've got to get this off my chest.
i can't see us getting by until we've put this all to rest.
is it impossible for us to carry on
or do we have to just let go and then forget it all?
and maybe worst of all but never first of all,
i really doubt that any bit of it's
reversible.

it's selfish, i know, but
i've really got to hold on to
something that i just
couldn't possibly control.
i'll let you take your best shot,
but you'll probably drop it.
and all i'll say is
"i told you so."

catch me if you can.
i think i finally understand.
you don't care what they all think
as long as you know where we stand.
and you think...
"why be original?
it's much too difficult."
if even you don't care that you're not an individual.
i know it hurts and all,
but it's nothing personal.
it's like you stole it,
said you wrote it, then rehearsed it all.

to the sweat drop down my balls!

bahahahaha!!!
yesterday was some fun stuff.
:]

started the cirque du freak series. it's pretty amazing!
:D
saw the proposal. SO EFFING CUTE!
such a chick flick. but i la la la LOOOOOOOOOVED it!
ryan reynolds. so cute. <3

saw the hannah montana episode where she chooses JAKE RYAN!
bahahahahahaha!
yeah. that's right. i was excited to see that episode.

i discovered the WONDERS of yogurtland. FUCK PINKBERRY WITH A RUSTY SPOON.

"I don't know which is more embarrassing, the fact that I shat on the floor today or that I told you about it."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i used to be love drunk, but now i'm hung over...

how interesting.

so today is independence day.
woop tee fahking dildo do.
LOL
go america. we are all screwed.

hahahaha!
don't get me wrong. i love america.
:]

my day will consist of eating. hanging out with my family. and gay ass fireworks at walnut high.

should be some interesting stuff.

foam? body paint? itchy grass? fully charged camera?
OH YES, PLEASE!
:D


don't you just love filipinos?

i fixed...

my fucking cellular!
:D

took me long enough...
hahaha!

so... it's thursday... not much has happened this week.

been spending a lot of time with derek lately.
movie marathon in his car:
zack and miri make a porno
superbad
knocked up
forgetting sarah marshall
the 40 year-old-virgin
been going to beverly hills a lot.
party yesterday.
softball game yesterday.
chinese take-out and frozen yogurt with derek.
all that good stuff.

tomorrow. beach with raymond and reg. should be fun.

computer is almost fixed. damn viruses...
i'll try to blog again tomorrow!