My heart is on my sleeve, wear it like a bruise or black eye. My badge, my weakness.

I'm just going to let everything out. I'm tired of keeping it all in. I don't expect anything to come out of this. I don't want to go on with life regretting that i never told you how i felt... so hear i go... i'm laying it all out... take it or leave it...

To Tyler Harrison,
I wrote this recently because... honestly... i miss you. But that doesn't mean i want you back. It's just that... i miss the old times... and nostalgia likes to kick me in the ass... This is my way of closure. To vent my feelings.
so here. a song for you.

I never thought i could tell
I'd feel this change in myself
Or feel for anyone else.
You always knew how i felt.
And every second i wait
I'd feel i wasted away
A single hour of day
You could be near me.

I think that it is time you
Welcome this heart of mine and
You will see what you've meant to me
And this meaning i've attached to time.

I've grown accustomed to hear
It isn't i you've held dear.
I keep my heart on my sleeve
In every hope you would see.
And there is nothing i want
Except for me in your thoughts,
The ones you keep to yourself
And hide from everyone else.

I'd ask of myself,
"Could it be anyone else?"
Because it's harder to tell,
Here without you.

I think that it is time you
Welcome this heart of mine and
You will see what you've meant to me
And this meaning i've attached to time.
You're the meaning i've attached to time.


To Ronnie Fagardi,
You never cease to amaze me. My darling, you are the best thing that has happen to me in a LOOOOONG time. This is my way of thanking you and telling you how much i appreciate you. I love you, Ronnie.
:]

And all this distance can't
Match my persistance, no.
And if it's in my hands
There's no way we're through.
I've never tried so hard,
or wanted it so bad.
It's why i'm dying to get to you.

Remember nights we spent
Barely an inch between us?
We could not care less
About who could have seen us.
The only thing that beats
Sleeping by your side
Is waking up to watch you
Open up your eyes.

Right now, i can't quite think about
One place i'd like to be without you
by my side.
Right now, i hope you'd rather be
Nowhere except sitting with me
Up all night.

There's something in the weight
Of all these words around us
That makes us not care less
If the world went on without us.
Nothing up their sleeves
Could ever break my hold.
We're living out the greatest
Story ever told.

And all this distance can't
But slow us down, my love.
And if you fall, i swear,
I'd pick you right back up.
I've never poured so much
Into a a song of truth.
It's cuz i'm dying to get to you.


To Joseph Villareal,
My best friend. You have always been there for me ever since the beginning of high school. Sure there were periods where we wouldn't talk for MONTHS. But when we started talking again, it was like there was no gap. :] You are one of the few males figures that i trust completely. You know me better than i know myself. I can't thank you enough for all the advice you've given me, and all the time you've spent comforting me and being my foundation. If it wasn't for you, i really don't know where i would be right now. I love you, my best friend.

I wrote this in a hurry.
So, i'm sorry if it's not perfect,
But it's the best way i have to show.

Cuz i sit on my roof and
I count up all the stars.
From where i am to
Exactly where you are.
Cuz every night finds
Me looking at the sky.
Always thinking about
This boy that makes me smile.

And every night
You're why
I try so hard
To get this right.
So you might see
Just how much
You really mean
To me.

And i sit on my roof
And count up all the stars.
From where i was
To exactly where we both are .
Cuz every night finds
Me looking at the sky.
Always thinking about
This boy that makes me smile.